The world needs a hero.
Just take a glance at the media nowadays. What do you see? Nothing but bad news and headlines. Gloomy year ahead..Vietnam boat crash...Gaza under fire by Israel... it's all nothing but news which shows unhappiness or bad things happening surrounding us. In these bad times, who do we turn to , where do we seek hope in ? Can Obama save the world with the change he's bringing in? Will things be better after 2009 ?
All we can do is just wait and see.
Anyway exams are coming soon, like 3 weeks after this CNY week. 2 weeks after this CNY week would be the deadline for my projects. Sigh so many shit, but all I'm looking ahead to is my traffic police test date, March 2nd. and also I'm looking forward to part time jobs I can work so I can earn money for my bike hahaha. woots, Mr.Happy, relax only. smiling despite all difficulties. From now on, I shall have a positive attitude for everything i do!
Pretty baby, Can you be mine?
Dude, I have no mood to blog nowadays, I feel so sian of my normal life. If only my TP is earlier, and I passed it and I've got my motorcycle, I would go rounding/cruising everyday man. ahhhhhh. new year coming. year of ox. bad one for horses. siaaaan.
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...
She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.
So both of us are mad for...
Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...
I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...
And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).
Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.
So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...
Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...
I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...
Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything allright between us
Before we go to sleep.
Baby, we're gonna be happy.
I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...
Hello guys! hahaha it's a saturday today and usually today I would be playing soccer but then there not enough people to play today so we it's cancelled. And today morning I did something! oh well, changed my blogskin and my music too. HAHAHA hopefully it's nice for others to view LOL. anyway this week has been hectic but I'm slowly adjusting myself to get back my mood to study so that hopefully I won't screw up the final year exams.Staying back an extra semester won't look good also and that would mean additional money so I better study to avoid getting retained -.-" Next week there's a retest coming up for me. PFEA module, the one I get completely zero cause getting caught for plagrism.LOL oh well, moral of the story, don't act hero and save others. Heroes always die =X
Anyway I've been sick this past few days and not feeling too good.I even ride bike in a drowsy state yesterday but thankfully the wind coming to my face is refreshing enough to make me feel alert hahaha.It's almost the end of my bike license learning's journey and I hope everything will go on well till I finish it. (:
so just for now, hope you like the new music!
well, not really. It's sucky to be feeling sick on a weekend, I don't think I can talk right now. My throat is causing me so much pain, it's like swelling and feels damn sore. My nose is jamming up and I'm feeling heavy in my head. Sian. Thankfully, it's a Sunday, a day which I will be usually be at home,hibernating or rotting my ass away.Hopefully today would be a slightly different day, I wanna finish up some overdue assignments.
Recently, since school started, I haven't been really motivated at all to study. In fact, I feel so damn rebellious and lazy. Each morning, I wake up with thought "wah freaking shit, so tired, don't feel like going school man" and it really sucks. It's so critical to the extend that, on friday when I'm supposed to go school, I didn't. If only there's something that could take away all these negative thoughts and make me look forward to school once again. School's tiring, results going downhill , long journey to school..all these simply just annoys me and make me feel like a loser. The bad thing about life is that, without education here in Singapore, you can hardly go far and be successful so no matter what, you have to keep studying and studying and earn yourself a certificate at least. It's either that, or you're damn rich till you can afford not to go school and retire in your teenage years. Or you have ideas and start to venture out on your own and try to make it successful. Those are the kind of people admire truly because they are willing to take risk and achieve something in life without much education. Oh well, but looking at me , it's better that I stick to the normal boring route of life , study , get my ass out of school with a certificate and go out to find work.
I'm hoping for a change someday though, perhaps when I'm older and much more experienced about life, I would have the guts to try big things on my own, make it big by myself and make everyone around me proud..Well, isn't that what everyone wants ? A sense of satisfaction and happiness.
Just looking at things at the present state, It's not satisfactory at all. My life seems so bleak. On weekdays, I drag my ass to school to seat through long hours from 8 to 5 and occassionally I would hit the gym with my classmates. However this is not the case for now, I have stopped gyming currently. And on weekends I woke up early in the morning just to go down to henderson to play soccer. And on Sunday, I sit my boring ass in front of this computer just to rant about how sucky life is and starts to wonder how life would be tomorrow. I don't even have a love life to even talk about . I really hope all this would start to change someday.
Chinese New year is coming in soon, it's the year of Ox next. Does this have anything in store for me? Hmm.. I wonder.
So school mid-term 2 started this monday and ever since then, everything starts to fall apart, slowly.
Bloody shit, i got back my common test all with shits results, though some were better than I had expected. I failed one, completely had zero for it cause mothafucking teacher say I plagrise. Serious he should just go screw some whore at geylang and die of sexual excitement man , it's totally ridiculous when my friend cant even use it as a reference and he modified it fully but yet he say we copy. Alright he caught us there but at least don't fail all la, chaocheebye fail me also. knn, den now what? study his shit stuff all over again. and got my score capped at 50% . bloody dick la.
and so after school, i motivate myself to go for bike prac and guess what? I fail twice already including today. zzz . please man, I really hope to pass my prac by my birthday man.
Night cycling was super gay.
Start off with my journey from Jurong West to Tiong Bahru Plaza to meet up with the rest of the company. Those who went on the trip were, Bing Chia, Jeremy, Kerrick, Siong Peng, Wen Li, Marcus and me (duh) . Kenneth and Weijian were there too at the starting point and I guess they just came from some outing uh. Weijian wanted to come but couldn't drive out at night cause of his dad I think. ZZZ. [ Moral of the story : Get a bike, nobody would wanna fight with you over the usage of bike because it's dangerous. ] Okay had bubble tea before heading off to Orchard Road then to Plaza Sing to Lavender to Bugis to Kallang before going for a break there. Poor Kerrick wanted to shit there but MRT Station was already closing down so he held back then. and guess what, he didn't shit the whole journey since then. LOL. after Kallang was Eunos, Bedok then Tampines then only Pasir Ris ( Downtown East ) Met up with Kyson there since he's having his class chalet, Zheng Hui was there too. So they joined us awhile with our journey around Changi next but before there we went to eat Nasi Lemak at Changi Village. Not bad uh, at that hour still got food for me to whack. I practically got high on redbull even though my leg were almost goner then. At Changi went to the RED HOUSE. holy shit man, that place is so dark and ulu. ZZZ. if go in, cannot come out, or at least you have to struggle to get out. If cannot go out when in danger den how? SIAO LIAO. -.-" of course didnt go in then. We went to OCH instead. quite a scary place also but went together except Siong Peng who's afraid and waited outside with Zheng Hui instead.Explored quite abit before going off when they gave us a call saying our time is up inside there. So yea, off we go on our way home.
and i swear that has got to be the worst journey home. On the way home, my wheels start to
puncture. *%@$@^#%$@! The weight of the bike was so fucking heavy it feel like i'm carry weight all around , what made is worst is that when you see all your friends up in front happily having fun together cycling in unison but you lagging behind like a dog like that. ZZZ and the sight of them slowly disappear on the way home at the Changi Airport Runway there ( the super straight road there ) Told them my problems at the checkpoint and even change bike with BC hahaha and it felt good for the moment. this time on the way to East Coast, he's the one lagging behind instead LOL. xD pit stop at macdonalds, had a bite before cycling off on my bike ( fucking heavy man ccb) to the nearest petrol station. OH MAN. THAT PETROL STATION WAS LIKE HEAVEN LAAA. SPC I LOVE U. my bike became normal after that LOL. the mood to cycle came back even though I'm already dying! HAHAHAH. cycle home via kallang to suntec before splitting with the other ( group of 3 and 4 ) at suntec there.We waited for like 10 minutes for them but they still haven't appear so we suspect something is wrong so I called them. Apparently they took another route so me , wenli and marcus have to get back home on ourselves. Pass by the esplanade bridge and went to Tanjong Pagar CBD area. whoa it's a rare sight in the morning, the whole road was ours about 7 though. Next headed to Chinatown before getting abit lost inside there. After Chinatown was uh forget uh. LOL dont know but i think is River Valley road already. Then ta-da amazing race home to Tiong. Jeremy and Bing Chia caught up with us last minute. LOL . the whole journey? madness. Endurance exercise which would definitely kill my leg for the next few days. =.="
After rest for about an hour or so at Tiong, it's SOCCER!! WTH. totally cannot play. all those that came then from soccer were all like zombies. hahahah. bet Hpyo Paing wasn't really happy, could see from his face uh that he wasn't happy about the whole thing. Sorry uh, too tired of cause can't play well. Next week maybe la okay? when we're recharged we'll play our best hahaha. ((:
played only a few games before getting worn out and rested. Soon it starts to drizzle slightly. fuck it man. about 11 then we head off to homeee... ): Stupid bike puncture again on the way home so poor me have to cycle again the fucked up way pushing my pedal down with extra amount of energy always to cover up the distance. Bet bc felt like shit waiting for me man. Could see from his dying face that he really wanted to get back home fast before he would die or faint LOL. but nice guy waited for me at jurong east interchange man. Thought he would have left me alone. hahaha yea. and a bit more and we're homeee.
I think the cycling trip made me awake for already like 1 whole day and it's my first time cycling from one end of sg to another. Biggest mileage for me ever. DOPE! and when the next time I'm doing it again? ONLY WHEN I GET a road bike. those expensive one. NOT WITH MY FOREVER PUNCTURING MOUNTAIN BIKE. =X oh oh oh, this calls for a real motorbike soon too. ho - h0 -ho. it's 6am now. I couldn't sleep, cause I just had a nightmare. Nobody's online except kerrick and a few others.
Oh well, sleep tight world.
Happy New Year to Everyone! May 2009 be a smooth sail for all and everything goes on great for you! Hope all my friends stay happy always and in good health! (:
Countdown wasn't that good but it's spent with the right group of people so it's okay. My first movie of the year is Bedtime Stories and it's pretty good. In fact I like it pretty alot! hahahah , the movie is as crazy as me uh. And wanna know something ? The movie actually stucks halfway and even when it's stucked, it's funny especially when the images keep repeating like some broken spoilt disc. Hahaha oh well ! x)
