Help! I can't change my blog song! Damn it man, I want to change to korean song right now lor, i think I will try it again later.
Hahah but anyway today test went well although I only studied for 15minute for the 20% test.Honestly I came into the lecture hall with just expectation to pass borderline but then the teacher is damn awesome that he allowed us to copy although he didn't really mention it. HAHAH.
Went home early cause I didnt have the mood to hear people nag today. Don't know, i've been feeling moody lately.
Anyway I watch "We Got Married" till episode 41 now, it feels damn sad cause the Ant couple had to break-up. It's damn saddening that I tear. Though it a make-believe couple, it feels really sad cause I felt that Crown J and Seo In Young had something true in that show. Their feelings were true though on the screen for sure. Just look at Crown J buying 321 roses and he said propose to her! Well that was sometime ago I hope that would be dating now! Looking at Kim Hyun Joong couple depart from the show the past episode was saddening as well that I teared also. Damn, i'm feeling sentimental nowadays or what? NONONO, must not soften up Hanif. stay stone cold.
Anyway let's hope tmr would rain in the morning so that I could sleep soundly and wear jacket to school alright! The weather's been too hot recently.
these words are forbidden....
no matter how hard I try to look at things on the bright side,
there's always bound something missing.
I reflected and I realised...
it was you that I was missing right from the start.
a hole in my heart, I could never replace.
damn , i need a gf soon. hahaha, common test again soon! semester ending! bike coming! fasting month coming! I wish there's more look forward to! :)
Aerosmith - Cryin'
There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine..
so it's week 2 of schoool and the start of the week has been really lucky for me.
Firstly found an Mp3, okay la, not bad super compact. got in built speaker somemore LOL.
then woke up pretty late that i miss the first two hour of school but I still got my attendance cause the lecturer assume everyone was present during the lecture. HAHAH, DOPE SHIT MAN!
well today monday blues to the max though, all my classmates so tired that they dont even feel like gyming that I had to gym alone. Hahaha but nevertheless always meet some pals in the gym though. Gym was tiring though, slowly getting heavier and heavier. I need to get fitter hahaha, my classmates are saying my breathing recently very heavy macam wearing oxygen tank like that -.-" didn't know about that though, maybe due to chronic illness but heck uh, hopefully everything is fine soon.
it's gonna be a long week ahead and I hope everything go on smoothly! :D
after all this years, I'm back to square one still.
In fact, haven't really move on from point 1.
that's fucked up.
but anyway, been getting back results for CT.
so far so good, some were suprisingly good (:
and some were expected.
more to come,hopefully it's good.
holiday is over but i'm still feeling it, the laziness.
fitness for me is going downhill since I haven't really hit the weights for some time,a month probably.
and i hate it when people say " hanif, you shrink already "
yea that's fine but fuck you when you make fun of my height alright, bitches.
so school start already, napfa is coming, i'm hitting the gym again.
faster, stronger this time.
my application for the bond with home team was unsuccessful.
part of me feels happy cause I'm not really sure if police is the kind of career I want.
and part of me feels bad and sad, cause firstly I disappoint my dad, but fuck you la, i think it's my life and I have a say at my own future? I don't even know what I wanna do and here at home you're giving me propagandas and speech of what is best for me. and also, sad cause I couldn't get the monthly allowance, crazy money for just studying honestly but yea fuck it.
what ever life has in store for me, just bring it on alright.
better hope good things and thrills come in fast cause I'm getting bored of it wondering and thinking about random stuffs aimlessly.
it gets real tiring.
and ya, today my friend ask me a very interesting question, man.
"hanif, when was the last time you dated"
really got me thinking real deep into this.
the answer : years back.
now how fucked up is that.
fuck.
I just feel like cursing in today's entry.
if you think this is vulgar and unlike me, and i'm just moody...oh well,two words.
fuck you.
